Young people dancing a german figure, The Flying Hat
The time is not yet up, but she is already getting disenchanted with the life. She is seeing a little too much wildness in the young people of her set, especially in her cousin Charlie, who has developed a problem with alcohol.
Charlie asks whether she is attending a ball, and Rose answers that she must because she has already accepted the invitation and so the appointment has been made.
"I must go, because it is made for me; but I can come away early, and make up lost sleep. I do hate to be so fractious," and Rose rubbed the forehead that ached with too much racketing.
"But the German does not begin till late: I 'm to lead, and depend upon you. Just stay this once, to oblige me," pleaded Charlie; for he had set his heart on distinguishing himself.
"No: I promised uncle to be temperate in my pleasures, and I must keep my word. I 'm so well now, it would be very foolish to get ill and make him anxious: not to mention losing my beauty, as you are good enough to call it; for that depends on health, you know."
"But the fun doesn't begin till after supper. Every thing will be delightful, I assure you; and we'll have a gay old time as we did last week at Emma's."
"Then I certainly will not; for I 'm ashamed of myself when I remember what a romp that was, and how sober uncle looked, as he let me in at three in the morning, all fagged out; my dress in rags, my head aching, my feet so tired I could hardly stand, and nothing to show for five hours' hard work but a pocketful of bonbons, artificial flowers, and tissue-paper fool'scaps. Uncle said I 'd better put one on and go to bed; for I looked as if I 'd been to a French Bal Masqué. I never want to hear him say so again, and I 'll never let dawn catch me out in such a plight any more."
"You were all right enough; for mother didn't object, and I got you both home before daylight. Uncle is notional about such things, so I shouldn't mind; for we had a jolly time, and we were none the worse for it."
"Indeed we were, every one of us! Aunt Clara hasn't got over her cold yet; I slept all the next day; and you looked like a ghost, for you 'd been out every night for weeks, I think."
(Louisa May Alcott Rose in bloom: A sequel to "Eight cousins." Roberts brothers, 1876. p. 95-96.)
I know that Rose is coming to terms with the emptiness of a life where one does nothing but party, but as a young teenager I really wanted to try it out for myself. I would have been delighted to dance the German.
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